Slow Down, You Move Too Fast

tonight carlos and i hung out with my crowd, something i dont think we've ever done together. and it was amazing. i dont think he had too much fun but i loved it. we talked about the past, caught up on the present and told of our future plans. and it hit me... we're growing up. it was the last time we'll all be together for at least 3 years. boys are going on missions and to the olympics, girls are getting married, going to school and moving away. people are leaving for summer jobs and holidays and everyone is changing. high school is long gone and things will never be the same. its an exhilarating feeling. but its also scary.

no more photo shoots and virgin shots. no more late night drives with ashley, windows down and music blaring. no more sleepovers and pillow fights. no more youth dances or silly girl talk about that boy that looked at us. no more house or gossip girl marathons or midnight meet ups. at least not for a while. not how it's always been.

everything's changing.

but change is good.

right ?